It's been awhile, sorry about that!

Sorry it's been awhile since I have written on here. I have been busy every single day lately and finally this weekend I will get a little break. I have been working and enjoying it again, but let me tell you it is exhausting to work with the same age of children as your own and than come home and try to have energy for my own child. But I like working again and there is only a few months left of school anyway so I need to take advantage of it.

We found out today that Josh only has 1 treatment left!!! I have found that throughout his treatment I have almost felt numb through it. Like I was expecting to feel more during the past few months. Not that I haven't felt any emotions about it, but now I am starting to feel them. I'm starting to feel more and more scared of it being done and going back to things being normal again and I just don't want it to come back. It doesn't help that I know of two people who have recently passed from cancer and it is scary. The battled and fought it and unfortunately it won instead. It makes me feel mad and really scared. Maybe this is why I have been pushing myself lately to be busy. Sorry to my friends that I have been a bit distant from, it has not been intentional. I just feel in my own little world lately and I'm having a hard time trying to get out of my bubble again. This warm weather has been awesome though and today during Josh's treatment, malie didn't have school so I took her to the zoo for a few hours and than back up to the VA but I got some good pictures and spent some much needed momma/ love bug time. So below are some pictures from the past couple weeks that I like. Hope you enjoy!

 Malie putting a leaf in the water to float down the street.

 This is what it looks like going on a walk with the puppers. She pulls the whole time.

 Mr. Butterfly who tried to stay with me the whole time in the butterfly complex.

 Malie's fishy friend. It looks like it is smiling at her.

 Mr. Gorilla!

Have a great weekend!!!!