I Suck!

I officially suck at blogging. I haven't posted anything lately because I have not had the energy lately or really thought that anything I had to say was worth reading. But today we got some good news! Josh had a CT scan last week and all week both of us were nervous and trying not to think about. I couldn't stop thinking about what would happen if it was back. The first time when he finished with Radiation and life went back to usual we didn't get a chance to feel this way because he found the lump and we already knew that it was back. This time was a little scary waiting to find out. But all is well and it is needed. We really needed it to come out negative, I tried to prepare myself for bad news. Which is probably why I almost cried at work today because I stuffed everything down and than one little thing felt like I just wasn't measuring up. But all is well and maybe I should just let myself cry sometimes. I haven't really had too much energy lately to be creative. I am in limbo of getting a full blown sinus infection thanks to the Nebraska weather! I love this time of year though, so some inspiration is coming back to take some pretty pictures. Next weekend were gonna go to my mommas house in the country and hopefully I can get some great pictures! I am excited for Fall and Halloween, and scary movies! I have a bunch of small brown paper lunch sacks that I want to do something with but I need to find some inspiration for those. So I created an Pinterest account for some idea's. So if anyone has any let me know! Well enough for now, hopefully I can keep up with this better than I have!

Love,
Jaimers :)